Priorities?

JP really upset me last night. I asked that he stick around Tuesday if I have my embryo transfer. He said "I'll try". WTF! You'll try but you might leave because you want to hang out with your friend?! Oh, don't mind me. I'm just trying to have your baby. I've only had 100 needles stuck in my arms, thighs and ass for 2 weeks and there's plenty more coming. We are only at the most critical part, but if you "TRY" that would be great, thanks sweetheart. Oh and don't worry about that $15,000 we are spending to do this, If our IVF fails, oh well, it's just money. Boy 2 weeks of hormones sure are kickin in now! Maybe I'm over reacting here and JP would definately say that I am. He got upset with me because I'm acting this way. I think I've been really nice for the last few weeks considering what's going on with my body. But do I still have to be nice about all this? He says that if the transfer is Wednesday he would have to go to work and I'd be alone anyway, so why stick around on Tuesday even though it's his day off.... Because I NEED you, hello? Even my Mom and Mother in law offered to come help and be here for me during my bedrest. I told them I can manage, but thanks. Now that the time is near and we've been through most of the process, I'm really freaking out. I know it's mostly hormones, but I just don't want to F*** anything up. I want to be sure we do everything we CAN do. Even if we do our best, there's always a chance of failure. I am just stressing myself too much. I've got to make myself stay calm. Stress is bad, especially now. Good thing I'm writting all this, I could be screaming and throwing a fit instead.